Maybe so, Maybe no

Maybe they are right. Maybe he's not so great really. Why does he always insult my family? Make it seem like my family's somehow not normal, and that i'm somehow lesser than him. He doesn't know how many guys i had the opportunity to be with...even over in england in that one month. That's because i never tell him anything. I'm always considerate...well, at least most of the time. And at least I don't say mean things about HIS family.

Oh sure, he compliments me all the time. Says that he loves me...blabla. And then he undoes it all with something simple like saying that i look old. Maybe it's my own insecurity acting up. I don't want compliments; i want some respect. Respect me enough to accept my family and not always insult them, respect me and don't always find faults. He is a lucky guy dammit...i don't wanna be cocky but really, he could do much worse than me. Enough is enough already. Maybe everybody in my family isss right...maybe im really being held down. I'm way too good for him. I love him; but maybe i should stop.