My Mother

is absolutely amazing. She is always always always there for me. she is my force, my strength, my support here on earth. I only can depend on her for comfort. Her kindness is consuming, her patience is overwhelming. I love her more than life itself. I don't think I can survive in this world without my mother. I know this sounds like a preschooler's essay, but my mom is there when i'm at my most vulnerable, when im equal in emotional state to a preschooler, when im down in the dumps...she never never yelled at me when i was down EVER. unlike my father who's not even sympathetic to my tears. he hurts me horribly. It's because he has no respect for women. i Dont know what i want. i dont know what i am...this is a rant.

Key to Success in Life

Passion. I want to embody that word, just BE passion. Like a red seraph dancing amid streaming silk saris of multicoloured vibrance, i want to be passionate and vibrant. The past years I have gotten complacent and lethargic. I've let my willpower get so slack that it's going to be very hard to get back. But the thing is, I really really want things sometimes and I start off with a bang. But in a few days I lose my momentum and just fall flat on my face. Same thing happens with everything I do...school, hobbies, commitments..everything.
But in 2007, I feel that this is my year to truly reap the benefits of all my transition years here in Canada. I was burned out after the IB exams but I'm back now. Sarah is IN the HOUSE. No need to worry. I will become a successful physical therapist by the time I'm 25. No worries about the personal life either...i hand it to God.
I'm starting the final term of my first year at university. Although i did horribly in the first term, I will be fantabulous in the second. Just you watch me.

Charmed

So i have this little pink box of memories that i collect, stored away at the top of my closet. It contains random momentos of places, people, ideas that were a part of my life. I don't really collect with purpose but just today it caught my eye and i decided to go through it and add the lindt wrapping to it. After sifting through all the cards from friends and the little things they have given me, i realized how many friends i have in this world. We may not be in touch to the level i want to be, and may have lost contact altogether...but when they were my friends, we were good friends. I love that part about me...how friends enrich my life. That was what i missed most in university, i didn't have friends and that totally threw me off.
But taking a step back, i realize that my life was that of one charmed. People in SL, long before i was aware of it, treated me like a goddess. When i came here people always commented about how beautiful i am, and i had only about 2 instances where people were blatantly racist towards me. Guys have started to treat me really well over here. I'm not exactly on the level of the north american blonde bombshell, but im on my way there. I've led a charmed life of success, both academically and familially. I had most things handed to me that my brothers had to work hard for. I've been truly blessed in 2006, and in all the years of my life. I have been touched by the hand of God. Let's continue our success in 2007!!